6 months ago
Dang lady, that's gotta be... very... stressful. Going from just living for you and not letting people have that kind of power over you. To BAM! Wait... um... is something else happening. I'm 30... and have always known the signs of a liar and cheater cause of my older brother. So, I definitely could sense that kind of drama better than most. But, my man now, hes got me fooled.....i think. And not having specific legit proof really puts a down on the whole invention. Lol. I'm hoping to find the strength to leave soon. Cause my man doesnt care to try to console and play my heart or put my mi d to rest on the subject. I usually can leave guy who throw a fit and calls me names, and my favorite defense mode a cheat has is turning it around on ne... like.... that's not logical if were the ones with the ones just trying to ask a simple question.
NovaBunnie - level 6 -
My man said porn was cheat when we first started dating... I was like "well then we have a problem cuz I watch lesbian porn. I dont cheat. And I'm as open S they can come. "
Needless to say, I came across his pornhub bookmarks... lol I wasnt even mad. But, it made me aware that he could be trying to screw eith my head. And I've been through some shady times with ppl manipulate me and try to make me look insane...and it's so funny to me, cuz I'm lucky to have had a fucked up brother. So I know all the tricks and lines. I've watched him cut himself for his wife saying hed die before cheating. But... I had a girl send txt and pics of them. And I forwarded to my brothers now ex wife.... and it's crazy absolutely insane... what people do to oneanother.... it hurts me heart. And my mind.... I hate feeling crazy. I hate when I am wrong to and makes me feel like I could be wrong about everything.... but... lately.....my gut.... is yelling at me to run and break free.... but.... here I am... still waiting for his attn, and for his love.... but.... I. Alone when bes here and when hes gone. Like.... 💔