6 months ago
Sweetie... I gotta b honest & ppl say blint without a filter sometimes, understand, im just trying b real & a friend... I kno u love him, u must, butsometimes love IS NOT ENUFF!! & HONESTLY..... he continues this behavior bc UR ALLOWING HIM TO DO SO. Theres ultimately no consequence or repercussion for his actions. Yeau might flip out argue threaten leave or break up & may evenbreak up for a bit but yall always get bck together or "work thru it"... Well, thats just showing him that he can continue treating u like he does or has been bc ull get over it sooner or later. U HAVE TO TAKE A STAND.... U HVE TO SAY TO URSELF " IM WORTH MORE !! I DESERVE BETTER!!" & BELIEVE IT BC U DO. DONT JUST SETTLE BC ITS FAMILIAR OR COMFORTABLE ALWAYS WANT. BETTER FOR URSELF LUV. LOOK....I am not proud of this from my past but i have beenon both sides of that fence.... The cheater & the cheatee.... ( a veryvery long time ago) & the saying is " if u truly love some1 u wouldnt b able to nor want to cheat on ur partner" WELL... I HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT IS TRUE NOW!! My relationship with Wade is so different from any other & i couldnt imagine even talkn to some1 else more less anything else. I really dont see, look, fantasize or anything like that about any1 else. Its like every other male is family or non-exsistant n my eyes . Wade is the man i see. Im crazy head over heels madly in love with him & there is NO FUCKING WAY IM FUCKING THAT UP OVER A PC OF ASS! .
U NEED MAKE A DECISION... either stay with him & let him continue to do these things to u & learn deal with em or "share him" if u will, or, walk away... At least then ull b stsrting the healing process for urself & 1 day ull look bck say " damn , i cant believe i was that stupid stay with him" & u will also find some1 that will love u & treat u like a goddess. Give the same as u r in ur relationship. U do deserve better. Good luck honey... Just remember ALWAYS STRIVE FOR GREATNESS ANYTHING LESS WOULD B settling.
Crystal - 43yo - level 1 -